19 4 / 2013

I hate the way you are
So mean to me by far
The most frigid girl
That I have ever known

You speak loudly but
When I’m not around
You’ll be just like them
So shallow and obnoxious

Please, that’s enough, that’s enough
Please, I’ve said this a million times before
And I’m sick

But all that I need
And all that I breath
And all that care for is you

You said that you’d call
By the time you will be home
But you never did
You said you didn’t mean to

And now I am outraged
As if we were engaged
You made me realize
I’m just your alibi

Please, that’s enough, that’s enough
Please, I’ve said this a million times before
And I’m sick

But all that I need
And all that I breath
And all that care for is you

And all that I need
And all that I breath
And all that care for is you

I hate you 

19 4 / 2013

The Script: What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, and what am I supposed to say when I’m all choked up that you’re okay. I’m falling to pieces.

19 4 / 2013

See my days are cold without you 
But I’m hurtin while I’m with you 
And though my heart can’t take no more 
I keep on running back to you 
See my days are cold without you 
But I’m hurtin while I’m with you 
And though my heart can’t take no more 
I keep on running back to you 

Baby I don’t know why ya treatin me so bad 
You said you love me, no one above me 
And I was all you had 
And though my heart is eating for ya
I can’t stop crying 
I don’t know how
I allow you to treat me this way and still I stay 

See my days are cold without you
But I’m hurtin while I’m with you 
And though my heart can’t take no more 
I keep on running back to you 
See my days are cold without you 
But I’m hurtin while I’m with you 
And though my heart can’t take no more 
I keep on running back to you 

Baby I don’t know why ya wanna do me wrong
See when I’m home, I’m all alone 
And you are always gone 
And boy, you know I really love you 
I can’t deny 
I can’t see how you could bring me to so many tears 
after all these years 

See my days are cold without you 
But I’m hurtin while I’m with you 
And though my heart can’t take no more 
I keep on running back to you 
See my days are cold without you 
But I’m hurtin while I’m with you 
And though my heart can’t take no more 
I keep on running back to you 
Oohhhhh
I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad 
what love will make you do 
All the things that we accept 
Be the things that we regret 
Too all of my ladies (ladies) 
Feel me c’mon sing wit me 
See, when I get the strength to leave 
You always tell me that you need me
And I’m weak cause I believe you
And I’m mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain’t never gonna change 
(never gonna change, never gonna change) 
See my days are cold without you
But I’m hurtin while im with you 
And though my heart can’t take no more 
I keep on running back to you 
See my days are cold without you 
But I’m hurtin while im with you 
And though my heart can’t take no more
I keep on running back to you 

Baby why you hurt me leave me and desert me 
Boy I gave you all my heart
And all you do is tear it up
Looking out my window
Knowing that I should go 
Even when I pack my bags
This something always hold me back

19 4 / 2013

“Mirror mirror hanging on the wall,

You don’t have to tell me

Who’s the biggest fool of all.”

18 4 / 2013

“Just give me a reason
Just a little bit’s enough
Just a second we’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It’s in the stars
It’s been written in the scars on our hearts
We’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again”

18 4 / 2013

“I think I’ve finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I’m just too serious, I think you’re full of shit
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)”

17 4 / 2013

Just thinking about it makes me sad already.. Each passing day fill my eyes with tears. Even if I know that it would be for the best, it still breaks my heart break. :(

27 3 / 2013

24 3 / 2013

20 3 / 2013

This was the moment we’ve been soooooo excited about. My office mates planned of going to Calaguas, an island in Camarines Norte. 2 of my office mates have been there so they know na how beautiful it is, so decided to ask us all if we can go. Originally, hindi ako kasama, because I have no budget for that. Pero Bong, my very nice and kind office mate LOLZZZZ, offered to lend me money, and BOOM! kasama na ako. :D

Syempre picture sa bus :)

The stop over. :)

After a very long 10 hour bus ride, we finally arrived in Daet (Vinzons) where there was a jeep waiting for us. Actually, madami pala kame, may mga iba din kameng kasabay sa jeep, may foreigners din.

We arrive at the port where we will be riding a boat para makarating sa island. I was so excited to ride kase un ung first time ko na ma-experience ung matagal na boat ride, it was 2-3 hours, and super lakas pa ng alon! Para kameng nasa Rio Grande. :D

FINALLY FINALLY. After the very bumpy and exciting ride, nakarating na kame sa beach, IT WAS AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL. I was in awe. Ngayun lang ako nakakita ng ganung kagandang beach. :) I was really thankful na sumama ako! :) Thank you Lord for this wonderful sight! :)

We already have tents sa island, it was part of the package we got (P3,200.00 which was very cheap considering that it includes the fare from Cubao to Daet and back, food, tents, mobile bar) Thank you so much kay Kuya Melvic, the organizer, suuuuuper galing, walang hassle , walang problema, ung boat ride lang talaga :D

More photos!

Bume-Bea Alonzo lang ako. HAHAHAHAH :D

Anyare bat orange :P

Ate Yayo, Ate Neri and Kuya Jo, Ate Lyn, Leo, Pao and Bong went hiking.. :)

While me and Ate Allaine stayed near our camp, nag emote na lang sa sunset :P ( Si Sheng kase, natulog) Hihihi

Then we strolled sa dalampasigan (naks), sinalubong namen ung mga nag hike. :)

GTG muna.. Mamayang lunch ulit! Hehehehe :) ♥ ♥ ♥

I MISS YOU CALAGUAS! Taray Haha :D

(HIndi ko nga pala palalagpasin ang pagsulat sa sand :D)

Wish you were here dady :) ♥